Monthly Archives: December 2006

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Celebrate

Well, tomorrow is New Year’s Eve. It will be the final day in 2006 of blogging. Meaning, I started my Wordpress blog on January 1, 2006. I’ve been blogging for probably a year or so before that - using Blogger and Typepad prior. But, I launched the Wordpress blog and had it going almost one full year ago. I’ve had a lot to say, huh?

Tomorrow is Ella’s birthday and she has Cinderella coming! Then, we’re going to a party tomorrow night. Jamie’s godparents are having a party and my aunt and uncle invited us to go with them. We went from going over to their house and being low key and relaxed to a really nice party in Ladue. Now, to find something to wear. I will need to wax my eyebrows and actually put on makeup, I suppose.

Jan posted on yesterday’s post about their Cocker having something similar to Merlin happening with the face. I’m so glad to find someone else has experienced this. I mean, it’s just so odd and I had never seen this before. So, she says that her vet mentions it’s something like palsy where they lose control over their facial muscles. So, I thought I’d go online and look up this stuff. I found one site that gave me so much information that was so right on with Merlin. But, it was written in medical terms that I had a hard time reading through the lines. Here’s what I found:

Motor nerve mono - or polyneuropathy can be further characterized according to location and etiology. For example, the cranial neuropathy most often seen in small animals is facial nerve paralysis (cranial nerve VII palsy). Animals with peripheral VII disease (unilateral or bilateral) are unable to close the eyelid or have a drooping lip, but do not have postural or proprioceptive deficits, paresis, or altered reflexes in their limbs. Sialosis and dropping of food when eating are commonly seen. This neuropathy frequently occurs bilaterally, and often one side of the face will be affected days or weeks before the other. As recovery occurs, eyelid function may return to normal, and the formerly drooping lip may become contracted. A pure cranial nerve VII palsy rarely results in abnormality of the cornea; if a corneal ulcer is discovered, or if the animal seems to lack corneal sensation, it should be carefully examined for polyneuropathy. Seventh nerve palsy is accompanied by lack of tear function only in rare instances. Causes of facial nerve palsy include endocrinopathy (eg., hypothyroidism, Cushing’s disease), middle ear disease (infection, tumor, trauma), or inflammation (viral, bacterial, fungal, protozoal, other) and there is also idiopathic facial palsy seen in dogs, where no underlying cause is found. In these dogs, signs often resolve without treatment. If underlying disease is discovered and treated, nerve function usually returns. Even without return of nerve function, most animals will adapt to lack of ability to close the eyelid, and drooling and food-dropping eventually abate. Disorders of swallowing, gagging, laryngeal movement, and esophageal motility usually are due to peripheral motor nerve dysfunction without sensory abnormality. The most common of these neuropathies is laryngeal paralysis (unilateral or bilateral). Laryngeal neuropathy has been reported as an inherited disease in several breeds, as well as a result of trauma, endocrinopathy, intoxication, compression, inflammation, or other disease of the recurrent laryngeal nerve (a branch of the vagus nerve). Megaesophagus is a common problem in dogs, but is less often caused by pure peripheral nerve (vagal) disease than by disease of muscle or of motor end plate (myopathy or myasthenia gravis).

Of course, this is just me reading something and not a diagnosis. He has the inability to close his eyelids, has drooping lips with so much slobber that I walk around looking for napkins or tissue to wipe. If you opted to read that it said that causes include Cushings disease, which the doctor is trying to rule out. I’m going to call the vet on Tuesday and ask if I should be concerned about it with regards to his eyes especially. He still is taking the medicine which hopefully will help with the liver issues which may in turn help bring life back to his face. My mom says she had Bell’s Palsy when she was pregnant with Amanda, and lost control of her lip and all. But, it came back before she had her. Maybe I should have been a vet.

But, in honor of my toots, I’ve updated the January blog look for him. It’s part of the kit stuff I’ve been working on for Merlin’s kit. I may make it a mini kit. Used one of my frames and of course, the Charmed Alpha part. I also loaded up a few new tunes in the iPod.

Room update: pink is done; ceiling needs a second coat; window needs trim painted; door and door trim needs second coat. We opted to not finish up the floor boards because we’re going to go with that interlocking laminate flooring so we’ll just tear up the carpet, rip out the boards and paint the pink further down prior to getting that stuff installed. Maybe by mid-January we can start on that. Going with crown molding too on the ceiling so we didn’t tape it off. I think the furniture will have to wait for the refinishing until spring. It’s exhausting work.

Well, that’s it for today. Night!

Everything’s Pink!

Still painting. In the daylight you can see spots where even a 3rd coat of paint didn’t cover well. I am going to look one last time tomorrow morning in the bright sun to see catch any other “pink” spots to fix. We put up primer and one coat of white paint on the ceiling and have primed the trim and door. So, that leaves finishing the ceiling and trim. Then of course we have to figure out how to get the blind down from the window so we can paint in there. These pictures were taken yesterday before the last coat went up on the window wall or before we painted the ceiling. Sorry for the sun coming in - hopefully you can get the idea of the color we’re going for here. It’s called, Ceramic Pink.

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Oh, and we have pink animals too. Including the cats, but you can’t catch them long enough to take a picture.

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Merlin loves laying down and right up against the spot you just painted. The cats want to jump up in the window - but it’s high and they don’t always make it up. I had to sand and try and paint over cat hair that was stuck to the wall. We’ll remember that spot always.

Speaking of Merlin, today, I noticed that his other side of his face is doing what the right side is doing. Like there is no ability to control the movement. Ear is limp, lip is droopy and drooly, and the eye isn’t closing - just the little flap part blinking. Merlin used to raise and lower his eyebrows up and down as he looked around. It is something that is “him” and his personality. Now, he isn’t able to do that. I don’t know what this is and why he’s doing this. I have decided to watch him over the weekend and call the vet on Tuesday after the holiday. I can’t afford to go in so if they say I “NEED” to then I will. Still taking that expensive medicine. Peanut butter doesn’t work well with droopy lips. He has no control so I have resorted to putting it inside some bread and squishing it.

We’re dealing with some buggy issues in the new cart at My Digital Muse. Pain in the butt because I’m having to manually verify all the orders. But they are on it they said, so I am being patient. One of those resolutions I know I need to work on. So, don’t be afraid to shop. I’m going in and pushing them through a few times a day.

Speaking of scrapbooking - I finally scrapped today. But, I can’t show you. It was an assignment for Molly at Simple Scrapbooks. This is going to be great! I’m glad to finally start seeing some of the things coming through. I am excited about the new website and the magazine, Digital Scrapbooking.

Well, it’s Friday night - I’m pooped. Thinking I need crawl in bed and watch TiVo’d stuff - like Days! LOL

Painting

Well, all that painting I planned last week was put off - and we did the tough part today. Two of the walls. One is the largest wall and the other has the closet that we’re going to leave the doors off, but it has this whole wire/closet system in it. So, we had to paint around all that. Prime, Coat 1 and then Coat 2. Will do the window wall and other wall tomorrow - hopefully. Of course, this beautiful soft, pale pink looks amazing - but shows us that the ceiling is actually blue! LOL It looked so white up against the blue walls. Mom says she remembers painting it but you can certainly tell now that it’s blue. SO, that’s an added task. I’ll need to pick up a gallon of white paint to do the ceiling, the trim, and the door. If there is any left I’ll paint the old closet doors later when I go to make the cute magazine racks to hang on the wall.

It’s beautiful - the color is perfect. My hands are sore. Manual labor! LOL

We’re going to do some Wall Words or Wonderful Graffiti too.

Wanting to move my office stuff into this room too which means a new desk. The dark wood desk I have now won’t go. I like this:

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I think I would get two. Set them in an L-Shape. That way I had a writing desk and a desk for my computer and equipment.

I think these are pretty additions to the room too:

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I also love these….with white sheer curtains this would be so pretty:

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Then, there is this that would be perfect for my office stuff:

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We’re also going to try painting both of the craft items we have now - my kitchen island piece and the craft storage center that I got mom last year. They are a darker wood and we’re going to attempt to paint them sometime down the road. Will look really nice!

Okay, enough decorator talk. Working on bugs in the new store at My Digital Muse. That’s about all. Don’t forget your dreams and life lists! :)

Time Off = Good

This is going to be long - grab a cup of coffee or a martini.

Well, it came and went. The time off was good for me. I did work though - just not like I normally do. I still consider it a break. I did what I had to do and that was it. I look back at the last post and think, wow, poor, pitiful me? LMAO - sorry. The holidays do that to me sometimes. I did enjoy my family time and it wasn’t a bad Christmas. It’s just a different Christmas. We enjoyed time together. Jake and Andrea came over in the morning and we had breakfast, opened gifts, and watched Talledega Nights (Jake got that for Christmas) before getting ready to head over to my aunt and uncle’s house. What a funny movie. Then, we went over, had drinks and grazed the dips and yummy meatballs before we ate dinner. Had more drinks. Talked to family I hadn’t seen in a while. Laughed and played with Ella and Ana. Opened gifts and then we watched Little Miss Sunshine. Giggled so much. Gotta get that on DVD for my collection, seriously. Came home and then we put on The Devil Wears Prada (mom got this for Grandma for Christmas). Another great movie I had seen in the theaters with mom and Aunt Judy a while back. In the midst of all this I managed to finalize some things for the new store at My Digital Muse. Phew. Seems like a lot.

This morning Jake and Andrea came back over after Jake got off work. He had to work Christmas night and they had to come over to say goodbye to my grandmother. Sigh. My grandmother. I love her dearly. She drives me crazy. She talks more than anyone I have ever met. So much chattering about things I have no idea what she’s talking about. She has more slang terms for things such as: “well, I’ll kiss your foot!” or “i’ll knock the soup out of him!” sometimes she says “oh, every oncest (i can’t even spell it how it sounds) in a while)!” - it’s like once-t with a t on the end. Say it fast. This is a very southern woman. She says things like tar-nation or fixin’. We’ll put a movie on and she’ll just start talking. Full conversations and yet, we’re trying to all watch the movie. I can take her in small doses but it seems she is here more and more. She calls my brother several times a day. She must say, “I better get off the phone” about 10 times before she actually will. She ends up starting up another conversation. She’s pissed that my brother and Andrea are living together but won’t say anything about it. She did at first when my mom told her but she won’t say anything to him until she’s so worked up again that she’ll take it out on him in some other way. She was mad when he told her was getting his own apartment closer to work. But she didn’t tell my mom that - she agreed that it would save Jake gas money. I don’t know about her sometimes.

Today, the store opened at MDM. I just love what we’re doing there. I love the store, I love the site and the people. I’m so utterly happy. It all just fits. Right.

Something I read on the back page of the November/December issue of Hallmark magazine:

It’s titled, Flowers and Teacups by Amy Krouse Rosenthal

1 - it’s hard to do things. It’s hard to even just, you know, live. To manage the day to day stuff, to bring up our kids, to complete things, to make a living, to take care of yourself, to be a citizen of the world, to keep it together, not lose it, to do what it takes to be a properly (more or less) functioning grown up.

2 - all this takes up a lot of time. A real lot of time. So, I want to throw this out to the table: when are we supposed to dream?

3 - it doesn’t seem like we need to fill our lives with any more emailing or carpooling or meetings or movie-going or charity galas. but, dreaming, shouldn’t we be folding that into the mix in a more substancial, official way?

4 - we have such a limited amount of time on this planet. there’s an exact number of miniutes alloted to each of us. if there’s a dream gurgling inside you, now is the time to tend to it. now as in not tomorrow, not next month when things “settle down.” Things never settle down, we all know that. I’m talking now as in now.

5 - on this step, she shows images and diagrams of what people are dreaming up…

6 - this final step is a cartoon and it shows three people. One says, “Wait, where are you going?” and the other person says, “Oh man, sorry guys, I gotta fly…goin’ after my dream!”

I’m sure I have typos up there - I tried to find it online but didn’t and thought - aww hell, just type it as you read it and let it be. People will get it.

Dreams - something I want to do more of. I’ve been told I’m a dreamer. I act on a lot of them, but not like I should. I have dream - big ones. Things I’m going to do.

Ellen Degeneres has a life list. Here it is. I would like to work on mine of the next week. Will you share yours with me too?

Finally, something along the lines of the dreams and life lists is a movie I got from my mom this Christmas. It’s called, An Inconvenient Truth. Now, if you know me, you know I’m political and I speak my mind. I’m also for standing up in what I believe in. I love my documentaries and I love getting fired up by them. It sparks that part of me that just gets me going. Not everyone is like this. That’s okay. But, this movie is important. You don’t have to be Democrat or Republican. You don’t have to be religious. You just to be human and have morals. I’m telling you that it’s very important. I’m going to pass my copy around to my friends and family. I encourage you to go out and buy a copy and then share it. Pass it around. Are you a teacher? Think about showing it in your classes. Just share it. This is our earth and we need to take care of it. Learn more about this documentary by Al Gore here on the website. You will be amazed at the photographs. Try to adapt one thing to help.

I’ve talked your ear off - I am my grandmother’s grandchild. :)
P.S. - Merlin is doing good - still doing his medicine…hoping for the best!

Christmas Eve

Well, it’s Christmas Eve. Just another day in the McCaig house. Things are so different from years past. A home I didn’t grow up in. Family no longer with us. The magic of santa from when we were little. Just something that happens when time passes by. I don’t know that I’ll ever really enjoy Christmas like I did when I was little. It’s nice to see it in others though.

As a kid, my sister and I loved Christmas. We (I) would always do my part in hunting down which presents were mine. Finding just about everything. However, my parents were pretty good at hiding and keeping at least one present secret from me. We (I) would always wake up and check out what Santa left us. Yes, I would wake my sister up and say, let’s go see what he left us. Glimpses of Barbies and other fun things were there. I remember getting the Wester Barbie and Ken and the horse, Dallas. Loved that. I am not sure why I always enlisted my little sister in my schemes. She went along with them though. My parents would tell us of Santa coming and we’d hear jingle bells outside our bedroom window. Waking up on the floor next to our presents. Believing that Santa was real. My sister and I enjoyed that so much. Then, as I grew up, the magic of playing Santa with my parents for my brother. Jake was such a cute kid and loved it. I remember my grandpa dressing up as Santa too. We had a routine we always followed. We woke up, played with Santa toys. Then, we opened our stocking gifts. My grandmother sewed us these giant stockings. They were always full. To the top! Then, we’d eat our coffeecake that my mom had made. Then, we always did presents and someone played Santa. I can remember lot’s of presents under the tree. After my dad died that Christmas we came here to St. Louis. We spent it here with my mom’s family. It snowed. Jake loved that. After Mandy was killed we had our first Christmas here and it just wasn’t the same. It hasn’t been ever since. I miss our cozy Christmases with my immediate family. Now, it’s stress. It’s a rush to get things done. It’s last minute planning. It’s spending it with other family members and it’s just routine. I don’t know. It’s missing something. It always has been that way.

This year is no different. Our tree just has lights. No ornaments. In fact, I don’t think the lights have been on at all. Maybe tonight. Nothing else has come out. Grandma is here. She’s cooked a lot. I haven’t wrapped anything and it’s nearly 5 p.m. I just don’t feel it. I haven’t in a long time. I try. We all fight and bicker more than ever at this time. Mom is tired, stressed. It’s becoming more and more familiar. But it’s our Christmas. One day, things will be different. Jake and Andrea will have children someday and we’ll be putting lot’s of focus on them. Maybe it will feel magical again.
l watched Christmas with the Kranks and I think - hey, that might be a good idea! Not to really skip Christmas in the sense of not doing gifts or decorations, but to just go on a vacation. Hmmm, maybe a vacation fund is in order. I’ve wanted to go to Thailand, after the tsunami I was fearful of going there, but it just still seems to beautiful and intriguing to me. I can see myself going there. I would love to be surrounded by the beauty of it. It would be beautiful photography too. They say that tourism is really up there now. Maybe next year. Maybe I could afford to take mom. We could just get away and relax instead of stressing.

I need to charge my camera so I can take pictures tomorrow of family. I also need to re-new my Flickr account. It expires tomorrow. Woops! I’ve been blogging on Wordpress for almost a full year now. WOW!

I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday with their family and can enjoy it minus the stress and worries. Let’s remember what it’s really all about, k?

Hugs and Merry Christmas.